I don't have anything to write about today. We didn't go anywhere and I just cleaned and did homework. I watched Meet The Robinson's for the third time today. I really like that movie and the end always makes me cry a little. My sister, Jayme, laughs at me but she just doesn't get it. A lot of people don't get it actually. Lol.
Oh, I finally ordered Evie's birth certificate and it got here today. I don't know why I waited so long to get it. I did the same thing with the rest of the kids, too.
We're out of food and some other things so I guess I'll be going to the store tomorrow. I kind of hate shopping for things like food.;)
Ok, I'm done.

We went to bf's nieces (two of them shared) birthday party today. This is probably the third time I've been to any of their family functions, so I felt pretty awkward. We only stayed for an hour and the kids had fun, so it was ok. One thing that bothered me is that none of the (birthday girl's) fathers were even there. I didn't have a father growing up (or parties), so maybe this is the way things are. I don't know, I thought it was lame.
Anyway, I finally got a sewing machine! I remember the first time I watched the movie Step mom and thought "I want to be that kind of mom." I know Julia Robert's character was supposed to be the young, cool one, but I thought Susan Sarandon played the coolest mom ever. Lol.
The more I think about the things I want to be able to do for my kids (like make costumes), I realize that I want to be the type of mom I didn't have. I know we're not in 1950, but I basically do everything for my kids. I mean, they take out the trash and clean up their own room but that's it. I used to do so much more when I was their age. I know people think my kids are spoiled (and maybe they are), but I want them to have a real childhood.
Well, I could go on about my issues but my bf is awake so I'm off to watch a movie with him.:)

But there's one thing she loved more, and that was her love affair with Israel... It was the most perfect relationship

I got a lot done (school-wise) today. Too bad I still have a ton of work left. I'm listening to music and working on a slide show right now.
I should go to sleep but I won't. This is the only time I get to be alone and I am not going to spend it sleeping. What I really feel like doing is watching the last two episodes of Grey's Anatomy!

My bf has been working 12 hour shifts (6 pm to 6 am) for the past two weeks and I am so over it. I never get to see him anymore and neither do the kids. I hope he's off tomorrow, but I doubt it.:/

When my kids are outside, I go with them. There are other parents but they just sit and talk amongst themselves. I actually interact with the kids. I feel kind of weird sometimes, like other parents must think I have no life since their kids are always talking to me. Anyway, this one kid thought I didn't speak Spanish, so he made me say all these words to prove that I do. It was pretty funny.

Writing everyday is making me realize how little I have to say, ha.

Writer's Block: If these walls could talk


Honestly, no. I know it's dumb but stuff like this freaks me out. I never go to haunted houses, watch ghost hunting shows, etc...because I get so scared, lol.

Ugh, I am so sick of that 2012 (movie) commercial. Ben used to be so afraid because someone told him the world is ending in 2012 and all I need is for him to see that. It's weird, the things people are afraid of.

I have a ton of school work! I don't think I ever mentioned it, but I'm doing all online classes this semester. I figured it would be a good idea and it is...kind of. I'm saving money by not needing a sitter, but I'm already so bad with procrastinating and online classes are so flexible that I fall behind easily. Next semester, I have to take classes on campus (I'll have labs) and I am soo looking forward to it.

Well, I'm of to sleep.

I was watching the Discovery Health channel earlier. I rarely get to watch the shows I like on this channel (surgery ones or Dr. G) because my bf and kids think it's gross, lol. Even I get grossed out sometimes and it makes me wonder how I'm going to handle it when I'm a nurse. I don't think I have a weak stomach, but some things are just too much.

I finally got a hold of my sister (Y). She's ok, just hadn't paid her phone. My other sister (J) is looking for a new place to live. Part of me really wants to suggest living around my apartments, but then I think that she'll just dump her kids here all the time. I don't mind watching my nieces and nephew once in a while, but she always takes advantage of me.

Anyway, bf was talking about applying to this company where he'd be gone two thirds of the year. I have mixed feelings about this, but told him to go for it if he really wants to. We'll see.

I've been doing math homework for the past two hours and still have so much left! I guess I should get back to that.:/

Usually, I am the one who takes Frankie to the bus stop in the mornings. Bf has done it like four or five times since school started so, of course, Frankie loves when his dad takes him. This morning, I asked who he wanted to take him. He said "My dad" and I pretended to be sad. He laughed and said: "Now cry!" My kids are so mean, lol.

I have not heard from my sister (Y) in a week. She calls me several times a week, but was out of minutes. Well, I called her today and her phone is disconnected. I'm sure she's fine, but I'm going to call her job tomorrow to make sure. She's pregnant and has a stalker (seriously), so that kind of worries me.

I've had a headache all day! I tried to take a nap because sleeping usually makes it go away. Yeah, that didn't happen. I hate it when I get headaches like this because there are only two things that make it go away: sleeping (not gonna happen during the day) and making myself vomit (gross, and I hate doing it).
Ugh, I can't even write anymore. It hurts soo much.:/

In Mexico, there is a volcano about two hours from where I lived. Sometimes there would be earthquakes because of it. I'm such a deep sleeper that I wouldn't even find out about them until the next day.
My bf finds it hard to believe that I sleep through so many things. Evie wakes up around 5 am and I do wake up but, it takes a while. The other day, he told me that he thinks I just act like I don't hear her. Lol.
Anyway, today I woke up at 7 am, stayed up for 1.5 hours, went back to sleep, and woke up again at 11:45. I have not slept that late in a very long time. I hate sleeping, I feel like I'm wasting the day. I've always been this way. On the other hand, my bf loves to sleep. Seriously, he is always sleepy. Today he worked during the day and we were supposed to watch a movie tonight, but he fell asleep.

We have nothing to eat and I don't feel like going to the grocery store. Today I cooked eggs and made tortillas but there really is nothing for tomorrow. I don't even know what I want to eat. I feel like making enchiladas but it takes soo long. Idk.
I have like five essays to write. I want to start early so that I can get them revised, but I hate writing essays. Blah.
Ok, I should really try to get some sleep.

Omg, I have nothing to write about!
I called about the (possible) job on Friday, but the person I needed to speak to was not there. I'm calling tomorrow and I hope I have a job.

We didn't do much today, just went to some thrift stores and watched G.I Joe. G.I. Joe used to be my favorite cartoon when I was a kid. I remember I used to pretend I was sick just so I could stay home and watch it, lol.

I'm watching that Kardashian wedding show right now. I used to hate reality shows. Then (during the summer) my bf started watching it and I got hooked. The only other reality show I watch is Jockeys, don't ask. Lol.

Ok, I'm ending this here before I bore y'all to death.;)